I just want to go home

What a start to an entry
But it's true.
I just want to go home.
I am feeling trapped.
I look forward to my end here as a release
for it will be a release from my bond as well as work
I look forward to that relative freedom as a butterfly may towards getting out of its cocoon
And where will I head to next
Will I lead a department
Will I study abroad
Will I just stay home and enjoy a few months with my toddler (and hopefully another baby too?)
What does the future hold for me?
Let's see.