My dirty thoughts

In a blue button down dress
I wish my brests were free
My underpants not there
Maybe I will take them off and see how I feel
Be right back

Right am back
No underwear slip
It's a button down dress
So quite easy to feel without drawing too much attention
Need to give the guy a break
So will introduce him to the possibilities after take off
The bra. Ha. Have moved it such that they are perky but not sheathed. Nice and pointy and easy to feel.
I feel sext and slutty.  I'm on holiday so why not.
This new sex drive. Ooh la la

Hes getting suspicious.
Darn.
Got to keep a lid on the sexiness

What o would like him to do on the plane
Run his arms against me
Slips his fingers through the button down dress
Feel my belly
Thighs
Slowly part things and feels me
All the while no one must know
I have to keep my face impassive
Pretend to read
Let him turn me on

I cant take it
I am so hot for him
I finally understand how films can portray women as super horny

I like silky dresses.
Gonna buy a lot more
Never gonna wear underwear when we go out

On the sofa

Back in the room
Feeling hot
Unbuttoned her shirt
Peeled off her tank top
Sat there in her sports bra and jeans
They played a game. Figuring out a wooden puzzle
Done!
They looked at each other
Let's have a shower and head out for a drink
Ok
He looked at her
Leaned over and placed a kiss on the top of her right breast.
Bit salty he said
Suddenly he popped her breast out of the sports bra. Then the other .
He tugged at her jeans and she obliged, slipping them off flinging them to a corner
She sat there on the sofa, in her sports bra and nothing else, her breasts spilling out, like fruit on a platter.
Then he pulled her onto his lap, facing him.
Her bare bums on his thighs. His hands all 9ver her. No time to act ir breathe.
She arched her back
His Left hand closed on right breast
Lips closed on the left
Right hand moved down down exploring slowly parting
She groaned. After the bus now this
Suddenly his fingers pushed into her front ... and back.
Every part of her engaged she shuddered. No room to protest.
Helpless she arched and caved and arched and caved as he thrust and sucked and squeezed
Beads of sweat on his forehead as they both breathed hard
Dont stop she pleaded. Stop she pleaded. He just kept at it till she could take it no more

Deep breaths
Wiping off the sweat
he threw her on the sofa and straddled her.
Her legs high in the air the  almost over her head
He took her then
Again.
A pre drink fuck
Quick and dirty
She was his sex toy and loving it
Had a quick shower and slipped on the g string
A silky dress over it. Short.
And headed out
His hand on her ass.
Her nipples erect
They crossed the street
Laughing in the wind
Thinking dirty dirty thoughts

Lets

Talk about this morning
A silky belt looped across her breasts
Barely holding them in
Side views and front
Her baggy pants hugging close
She swing her hips suggestively as he took snap after snap
Peekaboo
Peek a boob
He took her scarf and tied her hands up high to the railing
Cupped her breasts and fingered her
She writhed in delight
Her breasts broke free
And he touched her and felt her up. Hugged her. Touched her breasts. Pressed her to him. Let her feel his cock. Stuck his fingers inside her
Her hands high above her
She raised her legs and spread them wide one onthe coffee table one on the sofa and he entered her while she was suspended in air gripping her butt and thrusting inside her.
Then he released her and sat himself down on the stairs
She bent over him and licked his balls his cock
Moved to the sofa and he took her from behind
Then she straddled him and went up and down
Then she sat facing away from and up and down
They could go on forever
This fucking holiday
He turned her back and finished the job
Slapping  her butt every now and then
She sighed and moaned..he cried out and they were done
The last for this holiday?
Maybe so

There was still the flight. Some feeling up to do
After all she was his and he hers
All she can think of is how to fuck him
Five days in a row without a break

The bus ride

A long day out
Boating
Cycling
All with one thought in her mind
Only
The bus.
Time to take action
She turned to face the window
Slipped her breast out of the bra
Turned back to face him
What have you done he asked
I know that look
Nothing she said and turned back
Just to check he put his arm around her waist
Moved it slowly up
No one could see what one hand was doing
The other was fiddling  the phone in plain sight
The one
Moved up
Up
Felt an erect nipple and stopped

Oh

She led his hand under her shirt
The fingers teasing f
Drawing circles around her nipple
Felt it harden
Held it between his fingers
Squeezed
A tiny gasp
She squirmed
She was hot
So hot for him
He kept his hand there. Pressing squeezing playing turning touching
She could hardly bear it

A break. 2 more hours to go. He couldnt wait.
This time she unbuttoned the top of the shirt. He took a deep look t her cleavage. Brests in but bursting..
His hand wandered over. Under the shirt. Felt it covered.
Nothing doing.
he pulled the bra down himself and took it out.
Held it. Fondled it. Tried to reach down but she stopped him.
To make up for it she turned and popped the other breast out of the bra
Shirt still on so no one knew

He moved his fingers across.both nipples
In the bus
Full of people
Nothing she could do
Take a break
She led his hand to point out the sun set
His arms brushing her erect nipples
Back and forth
Oh
And again and again
She was wet for him but could do nothing much
Breathless hard excited
The bus ride

So h

I am so horny
All I think of
Day after day
Night after night
Every waking minute
Is
How should I seduce my husband today?
What shall I wear and how shall I wear it
What should we do and how should we do it
Front or back
Me on top or below
Tied up or blindfolded
Wear a gee string or nothing at all

Who is this sexual being and where has she been
Where will she go once the flight lands?

Let's live in the now
And after my shower
I wear a cloth belt across my boobs
Ali baba pants hugging the waist
A red cardigan
And I dance to sensual stripping music

At least that's the plan

A game

Black Jack@
She giggled and slipped 0ff his yellow shirt she had been wearing
Now in white tank top and flirty bedroom shorts
She arched her back and said deal again
Black Jack she called out
He peeled his tee off, wearing only a tie and his berms.
This was fun they thought
Black Jack he said grinning
Oh she said, biting her lips
Which should it be?
He ran his eyes up and down and said, the shorts
She had thought it would be the top
Oh well.she slid her shorts off and he gasped
A tiny g.
They continued
Black Jack.again! She squealed! You just be cheating.
Just luck baby he  said. The top.
She turned around. Slowly sliding her tank top off, over her head
He took in her smooth back the tiny g string covering next to nothing.
A scarf tied across her breasts . The tease!
She crossed her legs and arched her  back and he clicked a shot.
He dealt again. His throat dry.
Black Jack.
She hugged a pillow to her and pulled away her scarf.
He took in a deep breath and dealt again black Jack
It was over.
I won.you dance for me
He went down the stairs to watch
She turned and swayed to the sound of the Spanish guitar thru the loft bed railing
This was too hot.
She sat on the step.
He moved over her.
She turned him around and leaned over him
Her breasts and nipples swaying over him all down his body. She stopped near his cock and took him in her mouth
. He groaned and arched his back, feeling her nipples on his thighs as she sucked him
They crawled up to the bed panting for the other. She still in her g string he oiled his dick and she straddled him
Facing him. They moved in unison.
Another night another fuck.

That night as they slept
She moved closer to him. She took his hand and placed it on her breast. He squeezed. She  gasped. They fell asleep.

On a cruise

Turn away she said
In one quick fluid movement she pulled our her tights and panties and stuffed them into her sling bag
The night was cool under her silky sleeveless dress
She lat back on the deck chair and said you can look now
He took in her long legs glistening under starlight and hopped in next to her
That's much better he whispered as he licked her ear

She let him lie back and she sat up beside him
He didnt know yet she thought smiling secretly.
His hand moved to caress her waist
And he took in a sharp breath of air
Oh he said
Talre a wall he instructed
She stood up and swayed suggestively to the railing and leaned over
The sea was calm . Quiet.
Suddenly she felt him behind her.
He pressed himself close against her
His arms around her brushing her breasts
Delicious feeling. So close. She didnt move. Just let him and she stood. The  she arched forward a little. He moved away for second
The she gasped

He was hot hard and right inside her. Pressing close. His arms tight around her breasts. 
Her nipplea stood in her flimsy dress, pressed against him. She could hardly breathe. He was going to take her. Right here right now ON board the cruise.
Suddenly she remembered the security cameras l around and pulled back.
Just in time.
Dinner you two called our tour guide trying to make us out on the dark.
Coming we called back, fighting to keep our voice even.
We walked back. His hand on her butt. Thru her sweet silky dress. She let him go down the spiral stair case first
Then walked down
He looked up. Peeking at her tantalisingly.
Dinner.
She stayed in her tiny skirt. Just across from Him wearing nothing inside
He controlled  his hardness. Waiting for dinner to be over.
At the room, the never crossed the inner doorway. Right there
, once inside she whipped around and  pinned him against the door
She rubbed herself all over him slowly gently pressing herself
He felt her soft curves mould him and he groaned

She climbed onto the bed and hugged him to her. A fuzz a haze. Nothing could be remembered.
Suddenly she went on all fours on her bed
He had their French window curtain open
So all the seas could see them. Exempt there was no one there but the silent waves the beautiful karat formations and them
The he entered her, holding her breasts her hip and thrusting while she groaned wishing it would never end
The silent grottos and limestone caves 300 millions old watched man and woman passionate in a game as old as themsves

Desperate for sleep and affection

I'm drained
Let's do the math

2019 lit
Meena +7

Pam (sls)
Pei yong (sls)
Kodi
Nithya (sls)
Vani
Mak
Su zhen (sls)

2020 lit
Meena  +5

Pam (sls)
Pei yong (sls)
Kodi
Nithya (sls)
Dawn

2021 lit
Meena+1

Dawn
Sls-0

Some new members, maybe

Serendipity

On my way to Chennai
I travelled with a fellow traveller
Just a stranger
Polite.
I helped him bring down his  ag and that was that
Today I hear someone say
Hello mam
It was him!
He was happy I recognised him
Brahmin guy
I said we both have had very short trips
Said he didnt sleep at all
Then we went our separate ways

Smiling at one another across our different queues
And now I find myself scanning the seats for him
Ah well

How

How do I say
I dont want to come
I want to stay home with her
How do I leave
Knowing
This may be the last time
I see her alive
What is this farce we are doing
Planning parties
Ganapathy homam
Moving her to a new place to depart from?
Maybe so
New place new views new feel
All this bitterness
May melt away

The party was a great success. I didnt go. Neither did arun.  We stayed with aaya
The rest went
The sisters all in matching dresses.
The sisters treated the family
Practically the first time in ever the family met as a whole without leaving anyone out.
I met my own bitter ghost from the past
It was ok
All cordial and lovely
I spoke nicely to nandhan arun source kalthi
Maybe a bit cold to anni but we have a history

I nearly well I did... burst out at mym mum
My interfering chithi saved me from saying too much
I dont like anni
But I saw their love for him
The poor ignored son
I feel a bit sorry for him too
I hate the games money plays with us
I pray to go I never get attached to money

Old age

Skin hanging off like a dish towel
Back curved a question mark
Thighs the size of toddler arms
Eyes drooping
Feet a weight, leaden
Kigted with help from children aged 60 and above
This is what old age looks like
A slowing down
The kidney
Liver
Heart
Shutting down one  by one

Grr

He doesn't even look at people while talking
He scrolls while talking.
I shall stop saying anything though
I just wont speak to him
Will say things once and that is it.
He is setting a terrible example for the kids

N a boat

Inle lake
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On a canoe
Narrow, streamlined,
We slice the waters close
Past houses on stilts
People washing clothes
Bathing
Boys splashing
Past another narrow canoe
Filled with bous and girls
In matching green and white
Heading to school

We turn into a channel
Lined with hyacinths with purple flowers
Then into another
Lanes like unmarked roads
We glide past a compound
Marked by bamboo canes
Stuck into the mud
At regular intervals -
A fence in water.
Then we nudge ourselves
through a  space among the fence,
Marked by poles a meter apart 
This, here, a gateway
We brush against reeds as we pull up
To a platform
Climb out
Climb up stairs
Receive water to drink
That they give every wandering traveller
For to givens thirsty man water
Is a blessing like no other

Etched against the sky,
reeds and water
All around us green on water

Living with water
Around water
Water is life
Novel for us
Normal for them

People rowing to get their kids from school

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Exotising the ordinary
Our gazs in them
Turns them quaint
Such a loaded term for us with preconceived  notion s of the norm

Temple trees

Today i saw a tree
climbing a temple
Its roots all around it
and within
In a protective embrace
Or a stranglehold?
Since 1865
Still standing
Leaning
Surviving

The moon

The moon
Is quite extraordinary tonight
A sliver
Like a smile on a secret face