Bewildered

I need to fight the very demons I scold my mum for

Blaming myself , being overly apologetic, bending over backwards to accommodate people over promising and secretly mucking up things:( 

Because of me

But self recrimination is toxic

Infects everyone 

I will stop. 

Doesn't mean. Not taking responsibility but still not dwelling in it and beating myself up over it. 

In the spirit of giving people the sessions they want to attend.. 

I may have to turn away 13 people. I pray to god these 13 are easy to turn away. 

 1. Do up master list for ref

2. Do up lists for p5, and w2. Establish needs to be turned away at all. 

Life in the 21st century

Hyper connected ... Yet disconnected 

Life in the 21st century

Hyper connected ... Yet disconnected 

Where you have a world full of friends and no one to talk to 

Even to write is now to type

Where to write is to think is now to type is to think

How our world is changing 

A few good friends or many friends

When I was in jc1 or 2, Muralee said something about me that I didn't know till then- I talk a lot but I don't really share much about myself. 

It's true. 

So now... Well he again asked me like a slap across my face - so who do you hang out with? Just Siva? 

Ouch! I mean I don't only hang out with Siva. I hang out with Malar and Sutha and Subair and yas and Kannan and sham. 

But it's still pretty much just that group. 

Amelia occasionally 

But.. Ya feeling a bit strange. 

Yest Lubna met up with a bunch of people, including Amelia and bharathi. How did that happen I wonder?