Monday, June 28, 2021

baking diary

Day 1 baking came out amazing 
Day 2 some mishaps and lessons 
1. the eggless wash instead needs a pinch of salt. more sugar. not so much salt. 

recipe 
my variationn
1 tbl spoon milk
1 tsp butter
1 tsp sugar 
1 pinch salt 


2. the back and right hand side of my oven cooks faster good to put the diff loaves in different pans so one can be removed first before the other 
3. no diff adding herbs so just leave it out 
4. watch the water amounts. added more water accidentally then add more flour! 

June 2021

this was a good June break 

1. went to sungei buloh with family and saw animals and birds in lovely weather 

2. went shopping with ashwin for his birthday 

3. spent one on one time with akshaya and aishu too at home 

4. baked bread for the first time and the kids loved it as much ad I did. might become a regular thing

5. cleaned the house we know where things are, mostly 

6. ran two workshops for the kids and published a book of their poetry 

7. had kaavya over for 2 days! 

8. successfully completed aura diet for 10 days had great fun with it too

9. picked up rubics cubing,


Saturday, June 26, 2021

baking diary

Day 1 baking came out amazing 
Day 2 some mishaps and lessons 
1. the eggless wash instead needs a pinch of salt. more sugar. not so much salt. 
2. the back and right hand side of my oven cooks faster good to put the diff loaves in different pans so one can be removed first before the other 
3. no diff adding herbs so just leave it out 
4. watch the water amounts. added more water accidentally then add more flour! 

kaavya and the kids

Kaavya stayed over these two days and 1 night. 
we had such super fun with her 
but the kids also became jealous. it was touching and amusing.

on Thursday we went to the pool
kaavya was a but nervous and so inwas with her the whole time. After I sent her up to shower I turned to find aishu in tears.  she had been crying for sometime apparently.  feeling left out.  I had to do all the baby stuff with her to make her feel better. 

that night akshaya was in tears. saying she is subconsciously jealous. I had to spend at least 10 min with her alone, cuddle her,  promise her a dinner treat with cycling on Monday before she became better 

Friday morning ashwin in tears. no place to sleep for him etc. 

I love these kids! 

Friday swimming was a lot more fun. everyone was involved and I played longer with aishu and ashwin too..

they are kids at the end of it all. just different ages. 

then ashwin and I preppped bread for them. i made some dips. ashwin made lemon juice. wiwit made hyderabad briyani. and kueh lapis. 

Nice fun to end the 2 days. 

Wednesday, June 23, 2021

dream

I had a dream last night 
in my dream
I was young again and whole and only focused on the moment, the trick I was to play on my friend 

Friday, June 18, 2021

bread baking

3.25 cups of bread flour 
2 tsp/tbs instant yeast

water salt yeast and bread flour for main bread with a few drops of olive oil and corn flour for dusting 

then added a veg wash and applied  sesame seeds on top..

for wash- butter, salt, sugar and milk

  1. Flavor ideas: Before pouring in the water in step 1, add any of the following ingredients/combination of ingredients to the dry ingredients in the bowl: 4 cloves minced garlic + 3 Tablespoons chopped rosemary, 3 Tablespoons your favorite fresh herb (chopped), 1 cup your favorite shredded cheese, a diced jalapeƱo, 3/4 – 1 cup dried cranberries and/or chopped nuts, 2 teaspoons garlic powder, etc
  2. Choosing seeds and grains

    There are many ingredients we can use for topping bread dough, but there's one thing you need to keep in mind. Whatever topping you choose, it will be toasted in the oven as your dough is baked. Therefore, there's no need to toast seeds or grains before using them; they'll be just right by the time your bread is fully baked. If you toast them ahead of time they might be overly done, or even burned, by the end of baking

 

Saturday, June 12, 2021

morning musings

My 7 year old cuddles up to me as I rest on bed after my morning walk
she curls around my arm, 
a butterfly on a twig 
a koala curled around a branch 
then she says 
" adults fall asleep so quickly!"
later frets about her story telling tomorrow
says she is scared of telling a story to so many people
when I tell her she has done it before she says that was when I was a lot younger and braver! such profound incisive truth!

Tuesday, June 8, 2021

racist rant

a Chinese guy accousted an Indian looking guy who was out with  a Chinese looking girl saying they should just stick to same race love and not prey on Chinese girls. 

problematic on many fronts. not the least the girl as a prize or a powerless prey! 

here is one guys response to this incident 

Forwarding this thought provoking piece that landed on my WhatsApp:

“I think we should look at this more carefully. The Chinese chap did not express hate or animosity to those for other races nor did he say friendships cannot traverse racial boundaries. He did not even espouse the superiority of Chineseness. His position was simply that racial pride requires that races keep pure. Each race must remain separate; must travel within its own separate tube, separated from others. The waters in the tubes should not mix. Shocking, but why the surprise? Why the distraught wringing of hands.It's just a mutant strain; a variant of official policy. 

A preliminary point first. A number of people who were shocked, would not bat an eyelid if the word 'race' were replaced with 'religion'. I know Roman Catholics to whom it would be anathema to marry a Protestant. I know Protestants who would oppose marriage to a Roman Catholic or other Protestants of the wrong sort. Each has an idea of what the waters in the 'Christian' tube should look like, and what constitutes a pollutant. Purity is critical. It is of course worse to marry out of your religion. To these people I ask: How does it feel like when your thinking is replicated but with race having pride of place instead of religion? 

When I was a boy in days before enlightened knowledge of race, my school athletics coach designed personalised training schedules for two boys (one Indian and one Chinese) for a middle-distance event. The faster boy got more distance work while the boy with more endurance got more speed work. The race of the boys had nothing to do with it. It is different in the present, more advanced times. If two boys, one Chinese and one Indian are bad in Maths, they are palmed of to CDAC and SINDA respectively as their underlying problems must necessarily be race-based. The waters in the tubes cannot mix. Heaven forbid their difficulties are independent of race. 

When I started work, my employer made a deduction for SINDA. I objected and asked for my contribution to go to the most deserving Singaporeans regardless of race. I was met with incomprehension. You help 'your' race, and stay within your tube. There was no such thing as a tube for Singaporeans generally. My offer to contribute to MENDAKI was also not permitted. The waters in the separate tubes don't mix; stick to yours. 

In the early days before we learnt of the centrality of race, predominantly Chinese Singapore voted the Jew David Marshall as our first Chief Minister. As recently as 1981, the predominantly working-class Chinese-educated people of Anson voted in JBJ, a non-Tamil speaking Anglican Tamil lawyer. He didn't speak Malay, Mandarin or any Chinese dialects either; only the Queen's English. He still won. We apparently then did not sufficiently understand that race is central to how we vote, so the Constitution was amended to mandate this. GRCs were created. There are constituencies where candidates must be Indian to garner the Indian vote (assuming there is such a thing. I don't think so). But that's not all. A political party cannot simply pick an Indian as its candidate. No, that 'Indian' must be certified as as such by a committee to preserve the purity of Indianness (it has some other formal name, but that's its role). We must have purity in the tubes. The waters cannot mix. 

(If there were a Turing test to determine Indianness, I'm sure I would fail. My answers are likely to be bunched together with those of my Chinese, Malay, Indian, Eurasian and other Singaporean friends, particularly those I went to school and grew up with. Almost all of us would not be able to prove we belong to the particular race tubes designated for us. It is a fact I am very proud of.) 

Some authorities decided that the Chinese tube was becoming polluted - too much English language and culture had seeped in - Shakespeare, possibly the King James Bible and such. Not enough Chinese language and culture. SAP schools were set up to inject a fresh dose of Chineseness and to filter out impurities. 

This is where we are. We deliberately created this heightened race awareness and its attendant fixation on purity, so why the surprise at this Chinese chap who shows how far we have gone down the tubes? To change metaphor: We have nailed our colours to the mast and the ship has sailed. Are we happy now?”