What to write?

I must write. Singapore now needs welcomes and even cherishes good writing. Our best writers can be counted on the fingers of one hand! Wena poon alfian saat especially for novels which is my area of interest. Rajaratnam was very good g
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Confused

Am feeling very confused. I've wanted to go for an overseas conference since 2006. Liz arranged for Janet and Kalthom to go. Then from pat- nothing. Then asked Cedric last year but intel took priority. Now finally I can go for lit.thats an achievement. in the meantime I watched others go - j and k Lynette faith Lydia Tracy Jeff Jo Aruna. Austin's

Now that I can go I'm excited. Also nervous about leaving my kids behind! But I figure I'll be ok:)