Stitches

So I have my first set of stitches! Yup I tripped and cut my tiny toe on a plastic stool and bled so much and hobbled to the bathroom to clean myself and there was so blood there too. Then I stemmed the flow with a towel and my mum on law poured eu de cologne over it and a plaster and I rested my foot about 20 min.  Got up to get things read and woa it started bleeding again so I hobbled here to the clinic. Met a relief doctor who is used to polyclinics she stiched me well but didn't know how to dress the wound. Imagining nurses capable of doing the dressing! Well they were clueless so wrapped up my toe herself. It was awful dressing apparently as sham pointed out. I could have called kannan.  Next time I will.
Now it's Monday and the other relief doctor here had such a hard time taking out the dressing! It was glued to my stitch can you believe that! He gentle poured antiseptic liquid over it and took it out. Stiches were well done.
He dressed it up again  and advised I rest for a few days at home. Now I have to decide. What was the agenda for the meeting.  Can we afford to not have it.  I have so much of work to do. We can't meet the consultant at any other time. 

Head full of thoughts

My mind is so full of thoughts that want to spill out.
Work- I'm getting excited about the paper I'm writing  I'm but need more discipline to finish it. I take too many breaks too frequently

Vani is not keen on work I think . I wish she was going back this year instead of extending . So much of negativity in her .

June seems happier and more set.

I have to do work plans and stuff and budget and mo.  Like an endless list . I pray hard to god to hep me steer my team to success with our work. 

I rely on rani to provide stability to me. As I did with Jeff . It's all so strange . And I need to not take it personally when members can't come for meetings. Nothing personal.  Just work . And grace of God to move mountains where necessary.

Other things on my mind.

I feel like a cheapo with gifts to colleagues.  I'm not good with gifts.  Next time I'm just going to get chocolate.

I love planning the Harry Potter party! I'm a  it cuckoo abut it but I like it. I was like that planning subair s wedding.

Okay. Back to work to print some party stuff and write the rest of the paper.