Sunday, December 5, 2021

dear lovelace

I'm sorry I did not take better care of you my dear. 
I was careless. very careless. and have paid the price. i hope you have not paid the ultimate price. 
I hope you are well. taken care of. have food and drink and playmates 
I can't say we were the best to take care of you. 
we probably did not understand you as well as we could , nor serve your needs as well as you may have wished 
I wish you well my love , love bird. 
you taught me things I never knew. 
the peace of speaking to you 
of feeding you
caring for you 
wiping bird poo
the love my kids have for you

you broke our hearts.i let you break our hearts. but I hope you are well. and maybe you remember us fondly without sadness or regret.. for I only ever want you to be happy love, more than I want you to remember us , I hope and pray you are flying safe somewhere.  we love you.