Friday, October 31, 2025

sea

The sea a diamon studdeed blanket shimmering in the sun

Tuesday, October 28, 2025

reading letters

Reading a letter from Janet 
I am transported 
To japan bookstores

break heart break

My heart breaks and breaks and breaks 
No excuse in this world for us
We watch live as one country bombards another
Killing a 10 year old
Shot in the head 
10 

He could  be my son
He could be yours 

Would you lie quiet
If your son was shot dead 
Wouldnt you swear vengeance
There is no end
No end 
No end 
Fuck you 
You who can kill a 10 year old and shout belligerent that you are defending yourself from rocks 
A rock will not kill you
You wield a rifle
Block medicine
Food aid blankets
Heartless devils


My heart 

Saturday, October 18, 2025

break heart break

My heart breaks and breaks and breaks 
No excuse in this world for us
We watch live as one country bombards another
Killing a 10 year old
Shot in the head 
10 

He could  be my son
He could be yours 

Would you lie quiet
If your son was shot dead 
Wouldnt you swear vengeance
There is no end
No end 
No end 
Fuck you 
You who can kill a 10 year old belligerent that you are defending yourself from rocks 
A rock will not kill you
You wield a rifle
Block medicine
Food aid blankets
Heartless devils


My heart can only break 
Spill useless tears hot
For a child orphaned and hurt
Searching in the debris 
For a hand that may be his brothers 
For a heart that may beats his name 
So he can cry into their shoulders
Heaving the weight of this world 
Of bullets and bombs 

Tuesday, October 7, 2025

choice

Today my horns gleam upwards
The bells on my neck jangle
As I turn my head one way, then the next  

They both claim me, farmers 
So another man in a black coat
Has said i will choose 

The mud-caked road beneath my hooves quakes
For the first time, maybe the only time 
I have a choice 

Samy has been good to me
His daughter plaits my tail, ribbons it blue
Applies red powder to my forehead

Vellai has a bull though 
Who moos for me
Who makes me shiver

Will Samy whip me for running away 
He left me, forgot me
He cannot blame me

Will Vellai give me hay 
As well as apples from his home
The way Samy does

Will that bull even want me
If i am there everyday
Will he seek the brown cow instead

How is a girl to choose
I shall eat some cud
Take my time

The man with the black coat
Sends both away
My bells jangle harder 

Will no one take me then
Might i wander free 
Feed my baby when i please 

My baby is with Samy 
But for how long more 
He sold my son a few moons back












Monday, October 6, 2025

farmer a d the vull

Sometimes i have to give it to the indian courts

One cow
Two farmers say it belongs to them
Judge said let the cow decide

Both men walked away the same distance 
Called the cow

Whoever the cow went to owns the cow! 

What a story 

To write from the cow's perspective
With sensory details 
Village setting 
I can borrow ideas from perumal murugan for the setting 
Smells 
Sights 
Sounds 
Whom did i actually go to
I went for the handsome bull
In the farm of the other guy 
But i respect the judge 
Not aboit ownership 
Its always about choice 
The cow's choice