Courage and preparedness

Need to prepare before going up on stage. End of rule. 

Kinda understood the crow today in the story of the crow and the fox - my own foolish vanity! 

I don't doubt myself in that I know I will be great in a fashion contest but I need to practice and prepare. It requires courage. I am humbled today by the spunk and courage of the other ladies who went up.

Happy I put myself through this if not for anything at least to appreciate the guts of others who do so.,

I felt bad like I had neglected my kids as I went up felt I was selfish. :( need to work through those feelings I guess