Bewildered

I need to fight the very demons I scold my mum for

Blaming myself , being overly apologetic, bending over backwards to accommodate people over promising and secretly mucking up things:( 

Because of me

But self recrimination is toxic

Infects everyone 

I will stop. 

Doesn't mean. Not taking responsibility but still not dwelling in it and beating myself up over it. 

In the spirit of giving people the sessions they want to attend.. 

I may have to turn away 13 people. I pray to god these 13 are easy to turn away. 

 1. Do up master list for ref

2. Do up lists for p5, and w2. Establish needs to be turned away at all.