Yes she's back... unfortunately
I need to banish her again
Today I had a very sobering thought
Thank god I'm not a man. If I was I would have bullied my wife mercilessly just coz she's physically weaker than me
That shameful urge to drag people and slam them against things for not listening to me - it's scary and emerges when I'm mad at people closest to me and the most defenceless
Like today I was nice and pleasant all the way till 7.25 and then I became a demoness. I literally dragged akshsua from room across the floor when she tripped to the kitchen to have her vitamins the shoved the spoon in so roughly and yelled at her
Monster or not???
God protect her please forgive me and let her enjoy her day in school despite such a rough start
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