Dearest god
Parenting is amazing but also mind boggling. .
It's bringing out the best and worst in me.
Like protecting kids wanting them to grow up well
Vs
Shouting at them threatening them hitting them
Very sad.
Don't want to lose control but I can't.
He's too cute and too naughty .
He wanted fish yesterday so we went bought baked and ate it. Later my friends pointed out his wife is going to hate me for it. So I hadn't realised how I was spoiling him, after telling off my mum.
Today he wanted to stay in my mum's house. I didn't let him and bought him a toy instead. Was that the right thing to do? At night he says heart wrenchingly. . I know I can't but I feel like staying in aayas house.
I had almost convinced myself he was OK here already but then saro ended up whacking him really hard for slamming a drawer on aishus fingers
Then he couldn't sleep even near 12 midnight coz he was hungry. In a huff I said .... coz I was so close to falling asleep... aiyoh. Come let's go. I'll make sure I stuff you with food every night!
He got pretty upset. 1st. Why you say aiyoh. Then I don't want to get my mouth stuffed with rice!
Makes me laugh even when I want to scold him. I love him so much. Please guide me to bring him up well god!
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