Saturday, May 21, 2016

Out if my depth

Fear.
Disappointment
Regret
Anger

These are the feelings I'm having now. 
Yesterday I git my mum to take ashwin to class and back again
He stayed the night and she didn't go to church 

This morning morning left the baby with the maid while we went temple. 

I don't like that
I saw the allure if helping in  the temple. It is nice. Felt good

But I can't take care of my own kids. Getting my parents to look after mine on weekends too is just too tough on them

So I will reduce or stop.
I Iwill I will not commit or agree to such things easily .
I can understand saros eagerness to help now better.
Okay.  

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