Disconcerting

I find it disconcerting to listen to bhajanai songs as I read books about the horrors of world wars.  Males you wonder where was god when people were torturing one another? Betraying ad coaxing betrayals
Where was god during the Holocaust when people were being experimented on and killed just being who they were. God created man and created among us killers of man. Very disconcerting
Where will god be when and if it all happens again?