Friends

I worry I have lost a friend
Sutha
Not writing to me
Maybe closed her heart up to me
Maybe she's crying
I doubt she doesn't care
If she didn't care she would have written back straight away
I wish mails had the two ticks too
I behaved badly and now that I've said sorry I want instant forgiveness
It's like I'm still a kid

God
Help us heal this rift
My last threesome holiday I ruined
Maybe I can't do threesomes
Only solo or big group or pair

Pair so full attention is given
Group where attention does not matter and I can flit between people like. A butterfly