Down

Im feeling a little down to be honest
I was supposed to pick up saro. I left so late my dad had picked him up already
I had breakfast at macs and set up credit card and internet banking and all so not a co.plete waste but still

Sometimes I feel I'm on this wheel running running as fast as I can. But I can't keep up. The wheel keeps going whether I'm on it or not.
Not an original metaphor. But I feel it now.
Rat race. Mentally ill rat. Algernon. 

So keep going. Doing what I feel is best. Always have a long list of things left to be done.
Keep running running

The doc tells me to blink
I just want to close my eyes
That tired I am
This race
Cannot be won
Human I am
Yearn for the next
Always
I must

Snec.where you learn patience

What is this life we live
Born.
Make mistakes
Grow old
Die

Why? Been asking since I was 14 or so. Am 40 now.

Life is sometimes an indulgence of the senses.
Life cycles on
Eat. Feel bloated. Dump. Eat again. Cycle on