Saturday, January 29, 2022

life

sometimes the thought that i may have to live another 40 years scares me
me with my wobbly knees.. how do we stay healthy and active living meaningful lives without burdening others foe that long. 49 more years means I'm literally only at the half way mark now, at 44. 
what does the future hold
will I be close to my kids or estranged 
will I have a life after they leave for marriage and work and studies 
will saro and I be close 
will we be with one another (horrors!) marriage is for ever but we cannot take things for granted 
will I be still at moe, or retired in 30 years ? or will I have left and become a writer 
sometimes it's too stifling being in the ministry and I long for the freedom of not being in it
but can I be anywhere else
 it's all I've known since 22. and all my life I've lived in Singapore. I feel so ill equipped to do anything outside my comfort zone 

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