can't sleep

I can't sleep

I have too much on my mind

worried about work. Verena. Darlene. ugh. 

worried about aishu.  her knees hurt her so much after dance. it's been a 5 weeks in total  now, 3 since we saw the doc who said she might have inflamed tendons. glad we are seeing the specialist today. am still very concerned. she is such a precious kid. truly gifted in ways I can't even say. am so worried this too is something huge and life changing  she is only 10. I'm scared. 

it's true. I feel I don't fully deserve good things. I don't know why. I've been getting teachers day presents but not giving any 

been wished birthday greetings I don't wish everyone 

I dunno. 

got beautiful gifts from the kids. let me post about that separately   

I'm worried about akshaya.  she has exams. barely doing enough to prepare. I should be helping her a lot more. glad she is going to school next week at least just for math. 

lit bio el. I must sit down with her and do it. anxiety inducing, truly. 

I'm worried about ashwin. 

my friends are leaving. I have hardly met them haha.