Thursday, October 17, 2013

3 am

Can't sleep. Was sleeping but ashwin cried and woke me up. Akshaya went to sleep with her father. And now I'm awake with tummy rumbling;) 

Going to Japan next week. I should be more excited. But am afraid and wary. Why? One- Simon's incessant questioning- what's the value of the conf? Second the program- not so much on lit which I love the most. Part of me is scolding myself for not having planned better for the people to go for a proper lit conf. But I am one of those people who really gleans a lot from training. 

But- I am going to present. Last conf I told myself next time I go  I will present and god has made it happen! 

I  leaving kids in good hands while I'm away. Run is here. Saro my parents his parents. Lots of support. They will bond as I did with them when saro was away. They need to be prepared for me to be with new baby a lot more too. 

Such opportunities are rare at moe- to travel for work. God is with me and my kids. Just silly things on my mind. Rather travel now than within a year of kutty baby's birth coz of breast feeding. Everything is working out. Just will miss my kids but I know they'll be ok:) 

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