Saturday, October 26, 2013

Soul searching

I think... I need to do some soul searching. Why am I so eager to go. Ack early? 
Yesterday I was miserable coz I came to the hotel late when I thought I should have got back early. 
Today I was miserable coz I came back early and felt stupid sitting in my hotel room from7.30 onwards - likely that's how I would have felt yest. I hated dinner yesterday. Today I hear j went for dinner with two others and it was fun I'm jealous. It's like I'm determined to be unhappy :( 
Even before coming to Japan I was finding out how to come back if nec. I'd been looking at ashwin longingly likd I'm missing him. Don't know what's happened to me! 

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