Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Guilt

Let's talk about the guilty mother guilty daughter syndrome shall we

I should strive to come home early when Saro is not in town regardless of what my mum says. I checked a few times I was assured I don't need to come early and then when I call I find our she wants to / needs to go home - to buy detergent and zip lock bags ! 

I offer solutions - buy them tomorrow in your way home - no - leave now - no- sigh. I feel useless and wretched. 

Now- to stop feeling that way. 
1. Her plans to go out came out Late She might be feeling trapped at my place and so going out after I'm home is a fun release for her. 

2. I just must make sure I'm home early because I must recognize she feels traped and needs to get the hell out. 

Yest they went out and came back after midnight. Today it's going to be the same. 

She's not capable of thinking beyond the minute. Seriously. 
So I should be prepared for that. 

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