In the queue

I'm in the queue now. It's possible I may not get to pay my respects to him. I suppose I only have myself to blame.
Wed morning. I could have gone.  I stayed home with three sick kids.we had quality time together I noted it as one of the best days with kids.

The idea of a 8 hour wait put me off then .now I embrace it. Amazing what a couple of days of normals can do to perspectives. 

Thurs morning I had a branch meeting afternoon till 8 pm I was at work preparing for ltlt. I am here now with my baby. Am lucky it's windy.  I may not make it. But I would have tried. Friday morning I could not go. 2.30 to 4.30 I was up working again
Thinking Fri aft I could not have made it coz of the ped sharing.
Part of me didn't want to queue alone.  I wanted