Wednesday, February 7, 2018

They talked

My brother came over the other day and it felt as if nothing at all had happened. On one side my dad was close to a breakdown wanting to see a psychiatrist admiring he was depressed wondering why he couldn't just go to god now saying he thought kanna woyld be happy of he was gone.
And here was kanna totally cheerful and nonchalant.
Then he went to pass my dad things and my dad spoke to him. About the need for open conversation and tgat he had been so hurt by his words. All he could say was sorry sorry sorry. His sorry. They sound insincere when he rattles them out quickly. It's like Ashwin when he just wants the pain to stop. Not registering anything at all. I would like to stop his sorry midway and ask him what exactly are you sorry for???
Anyway. Happy they talked. He needs to know how much he hurt my parents oh so casually.
It's been a rough time for them for more than a year now. All because of their love for deepa and a lack of communication between them.

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