Living dangerously

I need to pay attention to details
Of time location of meetings
A general time and day and place will not work
If I dont learn now I never will

What's the worst that can happen ?
Dell and dcpd2 will see I'm late.
They will inform Leonard.

So I need to let all three know myself.
I have let Leonard know. No lies. Just the truth.
I wish to wait till melvin comes out to speak with him about what has transpired.

Hope all goes well. I hope no questions were asked about el or lit
I hope .
Then after meeting with Melvin I shall go back to work 

But the meeting our segment should have ended at 240..now its 320 and still no end in sight

I had planned for the meeting to end at 430 and for me to return home. This is terrible.  I deserve it. I have been free from 11.30 and I met stupid nithya at 140 instead of rushing down in a cab. I need to get Melvin's  number.
Meeting is still going on. I've obviously missed a very important and rich discussion. I am a dunce. Sigh. Am worried my bosses going to be mad at me.
What reason should I give for missing the meeting. Could I just say I was not able to attend?

I am a dunce. Dunce dunce dunce
God gave a me a chance to slip in at 2.15 PM with three other late comers. But I didnt.
Grr

I have made mistakes before. I have Intrinsic worth. I just have to see.
Whats the worst that can happen?
Dell and dcpd2 will have a poor impression of me. Its ranking time now. I'm already lowest of the 4. Just pray nothing came up that needed my response. I hope and pray Dell and dcpd2 did  not look stupid. God. Why?
I dont take things seriously enough. Hoping to cruise by things. This after my disastrous lateness at my promotion ceremony.

I should have at least been brave enough to message Dell. But on a bit shaken by his comment to Leonard to be careful of how we present ourselves.