Troubled

Dear God
I cant sleep
My throat hurts
My mind races with all I have to do
I feel weighed down

My son cut his hair himself. Twice.
It looked awful.
I was embarrassed for him
I could have let him live with it
But I took him to the barber
And he is almost bald
Seems  a harsh punishment for a playful mistake
I should have listened to saro and left it
But I didnt know
Hes going to be 8 next week and his hair looks like this
Hes going to go onstage next week and his hair looks like this
I'm mad at him
I had wanted to cut his hair after his birthday and stage performance but he rushed it first.
Now he looks like a plucked chicken a bald eagle
Sigh.
He deserves it too
I'm scared my parents are going to blame me for it.  Say I'm too harsh
.I punished him too much.
Sigh.
I can't lst my fear of what others may say affect me. I can only do what i can do. .

I'm having a party at my house on Saturday
And I partly wish I wasnt
The house is still a mess
I have no idea about the menu

Work
Chapter to write
Write to yuying
The Singapore play
Check budget for lit symp
KP dialogue
Wrote to her about fuhua