Saturday, November 18, 2023

notes

deliberately silenced 
preferably unheard 
I contain multitudes 
surrounded by absent presences 
storytelling is an act of love and betrayal, sharing family secrets 
to be American is to be part of a war machine that is almost constantly at war in the east 

most people don't want to see their land as a place where there was genocide torture violence 

contradiction between hope and brutality 

portray and betray open secrets of America 
can Singapore lit do great things? can my voice do anything 
anti Asian abuse constant 

writing the only way to fight and to grieve 

grieving turning onwards 
fighting turning outwards 

both can come from same place. can be private and individual and also public 

we can open and close that door 

you can listen in as I speak to Vietnamese. when I speak to them I am not speaking to a minority 

grief is not always unique 

all of us have to acknowledge the limitations of our own homes that perhaps others take for granted 

how do I deny any violence we have done to the histories here?

sit with the discomfort of people doing terrible things 

man of two faces
 refugees 

I must read more Indian Singaporean writing 

who will the survivers of this assault of gaza be
what will they write 
I must have a plan to take a masters in creative writing at ntu or internationally

children have so much imagination and possibilities. so super precious. 
retain child like spirit and playfulness 

adults ask boring questions
give in to initiation 
continue to feel and write 










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