Afraid

I am genuinely afraid
Though I know the fears are baseless
That I  am a changed person
Sexually charged
That i don't know how to he a  mother any more
Only a slutty wife
I like bouncing around in my freed boobs
I fare people to look at me
An exhibitionist
My dreams are of his palms on my breasts 0
I touch myself and thrust my braless boobs out
I am drunk
My hand longs to slip under my shirt
To caress and feel.i devour slutty books now
At last