Losing the fight

I have no fight in me now
Just
Tired
I dont want to.speak
I just want to finish my work and leave
Wish I hadn't said I'd be here to Jeff
I'm not well
Not sound of mind

Wish I hadn't said id have lunch with jj
Nothing
I dont confide my worries with people at work
Only angie maybe
Sigh

Lit teachers are not my babies
They are adults
They say what they want
And of the Gov wants to go after them
That's their problem not mine
I know not to rant in public
They can know it too surely

Not my problem

This country is my problem
What can I do?
Feel like I work among sycophants now
All hail the incomparable glory of our leaders
Truly we work in an echo chamber