Im feeling just a little overwhelmed. Its like...
I am anxiously checking my phone all the time for messages from her
I see it as my duty to look out for her and i have become the conduit for info between her and office.
My emotions are also still in a kind of stormy turmoil. Whats happened is so shaking. So am dealing with my emotions on one side
Then work is not getting done. Because im only half working at work. Half is dealing with my emotions and matters concerning her.
At home i have the pressure of preparing akshaya for exams
I also have the duties of looking after the kids. I cant just work at home. Not even in the middle of the night.
I like praying . But now everytime i pray o find myself thinking of what happened and asking questions
I wish i could turn to saro and cry and hug him
Whoever i speak to about this will be heavily burdened.
Dont want to talk to sutha. Might remind her of what she nearly did. The anguish she caused her loved ones.
Dont want to talk to malar would like her to focus on happy things
Dont want to talk to sham She's preoccupied with emigrating
Maybe Siva?
Im sad tired and feeling like im not getting my work done
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