This weekend has been about confronting all kinds id sleeping ghosts
1. Sexual harassment and its after effects. Stuff i didnt know was bothering me
2. And this. I feel i can let go of something after having carried it for 14 years! Now that's something.
Here it is in the raw.
Ive been holding a grudge against my brother for not having attended my wedding.
Herea the thing. Not attending it has probably saved our relationship- our family of four's relationship. See. He failed his exams in the end. But he cant blame it on the wedding. He had to face his own issues. If he had come for the wedding and failed he would have blamed my parents and me. And my parents would have believed it too.
Its all for the best. I cant say it so well here but i woke up excited. There was clarity and brightness. Ive trusted god blindly all my life. How could i imagine this incident was not for my best too?????
Thank you god!
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