I need to let go of my fears my anger my prejudices. He's a child. 6 years old. Im his parent. I have the golden opportunity to educate him love him and bring him up well.
I pray to god first. He's God's gift. Thank you for Ashwin Ram. Thank you for my baby. Thank you.
He's an artistic genius. Creative. Imaginative. Loving.
I must not turn him into a fearful quivering wretch.
He askes a question yesterday with no prodding nothing at the theatre. I'm proud of him .
This may just be a childish curiosity with of forbidden things. I should not make it out to be a perverse thing. Please god ne with me.
He's doing just the thing. I'm adding all kinds to it based on my fears and my past experiences. I guess I'm more affected ny what happened to me than i thought.
I have other latent fears i had not realisesd.
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