Thursday, November 18, 2021

lost birds

one should think the skies and trees should be filled with lost birds 
like the lost boys in never never land
there are that many new reports a day

does everyone who loses their bird feel the same dull heartache I do

I fear I am starting to feel sorry for myself for the sorrow I feel etc. 

objectively I can see what I'm going thru.  signs of minor depression. inability to feel cheerful . to pull myself out of the rut. feel like bursting into tears for no reason. I've felt like bursting into tears for no reason in this way 3 times that I recall
  broken heart. longing and now broken heart again. 
and I've seen it in others. a need to keep taking about it coz the pain just doesn't go away.  I've also seem people annoyed that people are not just getting over it. I want to avoid that. 
but sometimes I know that if you need help you should just ask. and so i have. let's see. 

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