2 lows and 3 highs
I can feel sad and also happy
the happy
1. My dad loved it. this was not quite what I expected. he was awake the whole time, beating time to the rhythm and I realise I have not seen him enjoy a musical concert like this. likely he has not attended one actually! He said it felt like his higher self was listening and enjoying it. my heart is full knowing he was happy and the bonus was that neither of us expected it
2. And I realised maybe my love of music came from him..isn't that wonderful. to have loved something and suddenly really see it may have sprung from a person I love so much
3. And now I have a music buddy! woo hoo!
the sad
ah well. I wish I could have taken ashwin too. thing is I only took my dad coz ashwin was not coming. so hard choice. if ashwin was coming I would have even thought of extending this invite to my dad. and there will be tons more concerts I can take ashwin and my dad to now!
and I lost my bangle a gift from my parents. very sad about that
the purpose of a gift is in the giving. so the bangle served it purpose in some ways. showed me my parents love and showed me a kind of bangle i didn't know I'd love so much.
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