How do I not care

Saro had to go to the temple on wed and Thurs and sat and sun and today. Today he's also got to go for a condo management thing.

I don't know what to feel. Last time I kept track I realised he was home more often than not it was mostly during certain phases and weeks.

I guess this is such a time too.
We don't factor much for him unfortunately. 
Is that true?
More like he's trying to be present for us and his activities in ways he knows best.

I don't want to be a nag.
I can't hide my disappointment though.
I think I have to take it as a given that he will not be around most weekdays and just celebrate when he is.

Be like a child
Have no expectations

Even in my dream I was sad he was away evenings of the holiday in my dreams
How to be strong
.he did offer quite eagerly to pick me up just now
Focus on the positive
He won't even notice if I'm cold to him
How can he when he pops in just at night to take aishu to bed
.he puts aishu to bed and makes her milk
He buys groceries

Focus on what's being done
Sweep away your expectations
When the kids grow you go on holidays
Pick up hobbies
Reading painting drawing dancing classes writing studying
Visiting friends around the world

I'm okay.